Most of the time I just focus. I don´t have time to waste on worrying. You can be a worrier or a warrior, and I generally choose the latter.
But sometimes it comes creeping up on me. The doubts. The anxiety. The worry. What if…?
What if it won´t work?
What if nobody signs up?
What if I´ve misjudged people´s need for something new?
What if I won´t be able to pull in any sponsors?
What if I´m just ending up with a huge deficit?
What if i´m not capable or strong enough?
What if I had been a man instead?
I hate when the doubts set in. And since I don´t want anyone to know that I too fall into the Fear, I don´t share how I feel. I´m afraid they too will start doubting and that would just make things worse.
But this is a place where I know I can share. Most people won´t even read it (phew!) but those who do might know what to say.
It´s just one of those days…